Edward James

2010-11-21T20:14:00.003+08:00

I wish I can get all distinctions for my grades.

I wish I can be healthy.

I wish People around me can be healthy.
I wish I can be with you for eternity. Yes you, no doubt.

I wish I can be happy all the time.

I wish I don't have any problems at all.

I wish You are by my side every minute every second.

I wish For more wishes.

I wish That all of these wishes will come true.

2010-05-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Fuck Principles of computing! Sucks! ):

2010-02-24T20:47:00.003+08:00

Alamak! I'm so bored so i guess just post a little. I want a new blog! HEEEEELP!!! This blog is shoooooooooooooooooo dead! Went to pick up dear at her school today. Headed to lot1 and had our lunch. Went to catch a movie after that. It was the piercing jackson. Pretty nice show. Hah. There were a few Dota heroes inside. Lol. I''ll rate it 4/5 star. Gave dear a little surprise! She was so so so happy! Lol! Hope you like it. Muahahahaha!

2009-11-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was prom night.. Thank you dear for accompaning me there. Overall it was still a splendid night. Everyone was dressed till they look totally different. Had a great night with dear and friends. Really enjoyed myself. Its the last time the entire cohort will be gathering ler, excluding results taking. Prom for me was successful. Until the last part something crop up. Sorry guys, for bringing down the mood.. But I'm still glad there are so many ppl that still cares for me. Haha.. Didn't know. Well, still gonna thanks you guys. [:

2009-11-17T14:28:00.002+08:00

Hahha. Listen to my blog song. (:

2009-11-05T16:25:00.004+08:00

Yay the feeling is like O level is finally over after months and months of mugging. But it wasnt officially finished yet. 3 more papers to go. Geography MT and Sci paper1. Shouldnt have retake MT. ): Now i have to do 1 more paper more than the rest. It wasnt as difficult as was expected. 10years of education were for this exam. Hopefully can do well in it. At least able to finish all the papers earlier than the pure students. Hor dear?! xD Hopefully those papers that i had done for the past few weeks can bring me to a good course in poly. I hate ppl like quan yi! Can go jc dont want, come poly. Take up space only! Argh. Alright, gonna really really enjoy myself after next week!

Monday is the nine! But got paper! Sadded. Cannot go out with you dear.. Make up on Friday ah. Hahahaha. [:

2009-08-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

OMG blog damn dead now. I guess gonna wait till O's is finished then i'll have the time to update it.
Gonna work hard for my O lvl!! Its just merely 2months away! OMG time indeed fly damn fast. Have no more time to waste and have to start mugging now onwards. :D

2009-07-12T13:48:00.005+08:00

Lol, been quite lazy to update my blog lately due to the continuous of tests. Friday after school, went to ECP for BBQ to celebrate Alfreda's Bday. Well, never really do anything much nor talked to her. Cause she is so stupid to call so many of her friends there, which she had to entertain her friends on that day. Ton-ed at the beach till next day and went home.

After washing up upon reaching home, went out again to celebrate Jeydee's bday. Didnt really had enough time for a nap. Met everyone at lot1, including Deaaaaaire. :D Everyone was quite punctual for the first time except for the usual Jack, who was still sleeping when we called him. :x I was 'ANGRY' with him for being late. You know why hor. xD Then we headed to Marina.

Initially wanted to go to kbox, but our group was too big. So went to watched Ice age 3 instead. Its was 3D. Which also cost every ticket 3bucks more because right after I had entered the theatre for 5mins, i dozed off :x Its was just that the animals like come out only, also nothing much. Waste money! Hahahaha. But Dearie like it. I don't know why. -.- PS for making your shoulder pain hor! Now you know my feelings ler right?! Complain more la! Rofl! After that, Jeydee had to go for dinner with his parents, so he went off first.

Thus we took our way to IMM for our dinner after much discussion. However, after walking around at IMM, there was no place we could eat. So we went back to our teh pua, lot1. After having our dinner, headed home with dearie. [: Now we had the new Girls In Arms( Xian, Steph, Car and Esther)! GG. Comfirm kena backstab by them alot. Hahahaha. we guys will have a hard time ahead. xD

Ohya!!! I GOT MY NEW HANDPHONE!! WEEEEEEEEE~ :D

2009-06-15T21:56:00.006+08:00

2009-06-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

UPDATE!
Happy birthday Joselin!
Yesterday midnight went to Joselin's house with friends to surprise her with a cake for her bdae. She was damn surprised to see us outside her house. Lol. Went in and ate the cake. After that, we took out the majong and played throughout the night. Chatted with each other at the same time.

Nearing to the morning, we started to watch dvds. All of us were getting tired. Joselin was the first to knocked out. So she went up to sleep first. So we just stayed at the living room continuing the show. Watched NBA with them. Lakers won the match!!! :D After watching the show, all of us dragged ourselves back home.
And yes! I just woke up from my long and deep sleep! Lol!
Friends for long. :]

Dear you got me worried. Hopefully you will get well soon. ):

2009-06-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Hahahah! Miley Cyrus so chio and cute!! xDD And her songs and story were so nice!
However, there is someone who is more chio and cute! But that asshole keep praising one other guy. idiot!

2009-05-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

Oh crap. After one week of Chinese mock exam daily, the feelings of having a weekend to rest is damn great. Finally a couple of days of rest. Without realising, Olevel Mother Tongue is jus a week away. Times really really flies damn fast.. A blink of eyes, half a year had gone. Which means, only half a year left in this school. Cannot bear to depart from this school and my friends. Somehow also 4years tgt.
Obviously including dear luh. Hopefully we'll be able to pull through. ^^
Nothing else to post. lols. At least an update! (:

2009-05-08T22:23:00.004+08:00

Finally weekdays had passed. Freaking 5 consecutive days of maths chionging. Since Emaths test is next Wed, Goddess Tan has been a really kind soul to give us Maths supplemetary every single day. Apart from the maths lessons everyday, Goddess Tan thought it is not enough. Hence, ended up with at least 2-3hr maths a day. This is super damn tiring all thanks to LEWQUANYI! Kei kiang hor?!
Finally, had really put in lots of effort in my studies. Been slacking for the past couple of years. Now trying to touch up all the topics by doing seriously LOTS of revision papers given by goddess Tan. The thickness of the booklet is horrifying. Really hope all the efforts that i had put in will pay off. (: Anyway, mother tongue paper did very badly. Hopefully by Olvls, can get an Ace. (:
Three days of off school is indeed a wonderful thing after those hardwork. Haha. Tomorrow is the 5th Month!!! :] Day out day out! :D
Influeza please hit SG!!! So that there will be closure of school!!

2009-04-29T22:58:00.011+08:00

When teacher is not around, Boredom came....

Today had no CCA, thus all the soccer boys gathered and did our NAPFA test. Totally sucked results. ): Gonna get silver just because of standing board jump. As usually every year. T.T Well, after NAPFA, there's still plenty of time before the 3hours of Geography lessons starts, jarrold eugene and i went to lan for awhile. Then after that went to plaza to have our ''dinner'' which is like at 5. =.= Headed back to school for the extremely long 3hours of geo lessons. The lessons had not even started for 1/2hr, i was already dozing off. Somemore i was sitting right in front of the screen, which was the 1st row. The huge words makes my eyes so ''flower''. xD After lessons, went to plaza to have supper with gangs. Had mac and after that went our seperate ways back home. (:

2009-04-22T21:29:00.004+08:00

I LOVE SOCCER!!!!

2009-04-22T20:51:00.005+08:00

Finally, our soccer career had ended today, with a great smile in every teammates faces. Its been really a tough and long fight throughout this tournoment. Its seems to be easy, but every single one of us started from scratch since last year and all of us worked hard. Though today we lost our match, I knew I did my best at the field. And I am really glad that I played really well today. After hearing all the coaches praises, I knew for myself all the efforts I put in for so many months had not gone to waste. I'm the man of the match!! xD Seeing myself improving day by day, training after training, it just gave me a sense of satisfaction. Even though we did not achieve anything in the end except for the zoner, I really enjoyed myself with all the teammates i had. I LOVE YOU GUYS!! So sad that my soccer had to end today... Lastly i would like to thanks Syarif, my captain, Nafiis, Jack, Firdaus, Haikel, Yong Chuan, Din, Eugene, Bryan, Jarrold, Shi Po, Dylan, Mamn, Chasper, kelvin, Nas, LiZhe and also not forgetting my 3 Coaches and Mr Chan! (: Sorry if I left out anyone.
All the best for the next upcoming CCK soccer.
Chua Chu Kang!!! Boleh!!!!

2009-04-19T23:56:00.006+08:00

Finally a day out with Bros yesterday.. Hell long since we went out together. Individually, we were practically busy with our own life. Soccer, girl and studies. Have to handle all this within only 24hr a day, really very exhausting.

Met at lot1 and ate together. After that we aheaded to Town as Jarrold wanted to spend his 20$ voucher that Joselin give him as the birthday present. However I didn't recieve mine. D: So he ended up buying a pair of slippers from the bilabong's shop. Out of the sudden Joel had the urge to play basketball, so we decided to go to senjar and play basketball. Well, we did had alot of fun despite that we didnt do anything much. But its the quantity we spent together, really very enjoyable. Hope at least we can do a gathering at least 1time a week; if possible. Initially we did not have really much things to say. Then we started to find topic and kept talking from after till midnight. Forever everlasting. Lol.
Really hope after graduation, we can still be like this. Hanging around together and sharing probs with each other.
Anyway,
Jack has a taken a very good first step. Jyjy xD
Jarrold faster tell me about your plan of ahem-ing!
Joel dont worry aright? Your not a failure and u got ur 鹿! =x
Jeydee don't always emo, share your probs with us. (:
Eugene i understand how you feel. Stop quarreling la!

GOD!!! I got a new hairstyle!! So beng.. Die........... xD

Really hope all the quarrels will disappeared!! So tiring. ):

2009-04-17T22:08:00.003+08:00

Well yesterday was the first match of the nationals. Match was against Kent ridge which almost ended up in a fight. I could only say I'm rather disappointed in my own performance. Initally in the first half we were pratically playing like shit. Somehow we get to play much more better in the second half. We were totally controlling the game. However, luck was not at our side. No matter how hard we tried to put in goals, somehow the ball just doesn't end up in the net. Score still remained as 1-0 in the end.
But its okay, there still matches upcoming and shall really play the best I can.. Hopefully so many months of hardwork of all the teammates really pay off. Strive and go far CCK Soccer. (:

Finally a rest day without having any training. (: 1pm we were already free.. Headed to Ten miles to kill time. After that, went back to lot1 to find dear and esther. Had dinner together and watched 17again. Quite a nice show i should say, should catch it.

2009-04-10T19:52:00.004+08:00

Today is Good Friday, where Jesus died on this day? We are not suppose to celebrate and instead should shed tears. But why are people celebrating? Lols.
Finally a day to sleep till afternoon. Immediately went to find Dear right after i woke up. Went over to finish up my maths assignment but somehow i did not complete much. Lols. Was elated that today finally managed to find time and spent together with dear.. Thought it was simple, but was rather enjoyable. You all won't understand. xD Well, will try to go find you for the next couple of days. (:

2009-03-28T13:08:00.004+08:00

Yesterday match was a total disappointment. Disappointment in myself. My performance was totally failure. It may due to my high fever. Or maybe my concentration was not there. Sorry team.. Now we had to look forward in the Nationals round. Hope we can really make a difference in it. Cheer up team.. Dont cry, we can do it. CHUA CHU KANG! BOLEH! :D

My CA results has not been really good. Yes i know myself because i had been really slack for the past few months. Using the com all day long. Not passing up homework, skipping lots of lessons because of soccer matches. All this pull down my grades tremendously. Failed both my E and A maths. Maybe i should really buck up from now on. O's is jus merely a few months away. But somehow i just can't sense the urgency. Zzz. Hopefully I can really really study hard now, not just by saying..

2009-03-05T21:30:00.006+08:00

act cute!!

SOOOOOO cute!! Like small baby! Indeed is my baby! xD

YOYOYOYO! NEW PUNKER IN TOWN! xD

RETARD OF ME.

AHHH!!! Vampireee!!!!

AHHH BISHHH!!!

2009-03-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

Well today was indeed a very bad day for me. Alot of things happened to me.
My mood was totally ruined after since the flag-raising. My black face stayed with me throughout the whole entire day. Lols.
I seriously got nothing to update about. But the blog is sooo sooo dead! Sigh. So must update.. I feel like deleting this blog. Zzz.
Well, there is seriously alot of march babies. One of them will be me!!! Yay!
14MARCH!! Which falls on the saturday. Expecting presents from all of you!! :D:D
Baby's birthday is a few days away! Weeehoooooooooo!!! x33

2009-03-02T19:16:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOO! (:
I don't know why i'm posting for him but its been v. boring recently.
so, i shall just waste time while that ass bathing. :D
He's been v. lazy this few days but his studying is improving day by day.
Really have to credit that to Jiaxian.
If not this guy would never sit down and study, his mind would be with his baby everytime he studies with us.
Thats a FACT!
Lol.
He & Xian, really darn boliao one.
Talk photo all so cute and loving seh.
Still buey paiseh let me see.
haha.
Its good that he really loves her HELLA MUCH !
So, last LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG !
Giving you two my blessing from this super boring post.
Anonymous. :D

2009-02-19T20:43:00.004+08:00

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This totally sucks! FUCK OFF PLS!!!

2009-02-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

Pathetic bitch without any friends. Friends- sympathy?
Or i should say bitcheS around me? Shall not mention who.

2009-02-03T17:37:00.003+08:00

The west zone B division soccer tournoment had finally offically started after all the hardwork of trainings since last year October.
Yesterday was the first match against WestSpring Sec. Our team managed to struggle through it and had a victory final score of 3-2. Throughout the match, the whole team was not concentrating. All of us were doing really badly.
Although 1st half we were 1goals up, but our performance were really not up to the standard. Thought after scoldings from coach we will perform better, who knows the team did even badly. West spring fought back and the score was 2-1.
Luckily towards the last 10mins, our team finally woke up and gave our 100% and fought back 2goals.
Hopefully next match, which is tomorrow i can do much more better in the field. Was quite disappointed in my performance ytd.
Go far cckss!!! Win the national!

2009-01-24T18:01:00.002+08:00

Baby left me all alone in Singapore. ):
She went to Taiwan for 5days. 5days you know!!
Currently alone at home for the whole day.
I feel so freaking lonely la. Hais.
Baby, how i wish you were with by my side now. ):
Still got another 4 more days to go.
i really miss you alot. i keep smiling to myself while watching the video i took of you. i dont know why. i kee siao liao.lol.
Ahh~~! Baby, I miss you.

2009-01-18T16:25:00.002+08:00

Soccer tournament is round the corner. Gonna work extremely hard for it.
Hope can bring out the best of the team.
Intended to go study with friends, but i guess not. Sigh..
Wont be able to do my homework. No textbook.
Wanted to borrow from baby, but she said something that is very wrong, or heartbreaking? I dont know. Started quarrelling.. Over stupid stuff again.
Fucking no mood now. Sigh..

2009-01-03T02:36:00.002+08:00

First day of school.. Nothing much. Just some briefing on O's level.
MT brought forward to June, which is like less than half a year to prepare.
After school decided to go to lot1 since there is still time before training starts.
jaywalked across the road with Jose and Eugene, kena caught by a tp. -.-
Over there say so much crap. What, can fine us for doing that. Blah blah blah!! Lols.
Accompanied Joselin to take photo for her ez-link.
Then went to find Baby and Ester. Accompanied her and headed back to school for training.
Training was cancelled. Was supposed to look for baby after her movie show.
But instead went back home first.
Sorry baby, will make up for it. (:
Good luck for your netball carnival later on!! Yay! Jiayous! :D

2009-01-01T16:19:00.004+08:00

A new year ahead. Hope it will be a good start of my life all over again.
Had my mind set, I've changed. Hope I won't be the kienkiat that always flirt around, doesn't cherish the ppl around him, taking things for granted.
3F 1R. Relationship, friends, , family and of course studies are my life.
O's is round the corner. Gonna work hard and get better results, better future. Time really flies.. School reopening tomorrow, that shows how time flies.
Today, the start of a new life. (:
-Last long!
-Good results!
-A better person!
- Brothers forever!
Hurraaay!!! :D

2008-12-25T14:04:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas everybody! Have a great day ahead. ^^

2008-12-19T23:54:00.001+08:00

Another bad day. Fucked up day. Quarrels. _l_

2008-12-19T19:28:00.003+08:00

Another boring day..
Had soccer match yesterday against the senior soccer boys.
Had a hard time because of leg injuries. Final score were 3-2 or 4-2. Cant remember.
Next went to teckwhye market to have lunch with bros and baby.
Back home to baby's house to change up. Slacked at her house and headed to lot 1.
Catched Twilight. No comment about the show. Lol.
Gosh, Baby passed her sickness to me. Now i'm sick ler. Down with flu and cough.
Won't be out with baby for a long time. Since she is so busy with her work everyday.
By the time she reached home, she's already half dead. Got to go sleep early everyday. No time for me at all.. Sigh. School reopen even worst.. This sucks.
i hate your friends. sigh.

2008-12-06T00:36:00.005+08:00

Out with baby. Fetched her after work. Went out of the work place with a guy. Both of us were very awkward intially, because there is anther guy there. Mood changed totally. D:
Headed to town first.Walked around before going to Cathey.
Watched the movie bolt. Cute show. Baby was over there, ''so cute so cute!'' for the whole movie.
Next walked back to cine to have dinner. But some bodoh want to go back to plaza to eat. -.-
Baby fell asleep within seconds in the bus. Stupid pig.
Was around 12 after eating..
There was no bus, thus walked home with her. I'm so nice. (:
Still jealous over guys around you.

2008-12-02T13:26:00.016+08:00

It has been a long time since I updated my blog.
Well as there is really nothing for me to update, so yeah.
K, since i was asked to update by someone, shall give you face. (:

Was too tired after returning from batam yesterday, so blog was then updated today.
Early in the morning headed to jetty and waited for the ship.
The ship was big.. Journey took approximately 1hr.
First thing to do was to pray. After praying, went to watch a performance by the people over there. It was really very interesting. Gonna have video for that. (:
After that went for lunch. Yes, seafood there are nice.
Next was shopping. Even though the mall were tiny compare to Singapore, but the things over there are super duper cheap! Really very cheap.. Bought shirt and jacket over there.
Then time to go for the massage over there. First time doing massage. Ha.
Ok, initally, was suppose to take off everything and wear a shorts provided over there.
But that person somehow stood beside me, how am i suppose to take off. Lol.
Somehow i dont know how to speak melayu, but those people over there only understand that language. Thus, one like chicken one like duck, don't understand each other.
Initally was not use to it. He touched my everywhere!! I felt like getting molested okay! LOL. My butt, kena rubbed hard. Lmfao. =x Next, she stepped on me! Super pain! Somemore she is not those kind of skinny type. Then they pulled my fingers and toes. Cracked them. -.- The cracked my back and my neck. Super pain sia this.
Twist here twist there. Twisties! Aiya, it just hurts alot. But, good thing is it helped to relax my whole body.. Good experience though.
Went for dinner after that. Yes, seafood again. -.-
This time, with a super huge praying mantis!! Super disgusting la! Ewww. Did not dare to touch it, so daddy helped me. Ha, sweet and fresh. Nice.
After dinner, went for shopping again.. Bought 2 pairs of shoes. :D
Things are really super cheap there. Over there, you can be millionare!
Once terrace house only cost you around $30k. Cheap right? Too bad I don't stay there. ): Shop finished, home sweet home. (:
May sound short and boring, but was really an enjoyable trip. Looking foward to go again on December. Ha.

Opening. So call lion dance?

peeling of coconuts.

Chacoal eating, glass eating.

2008-11-20T23:43:00.001+08:00

Friendly match in the morning.
Was about to change, realised i did not bring my socks. -.-
So, was put into the field only on the second half.
My performance was terrible.. Needa work up on fitness.
After match, went to nearby forest for a jog, 20mins..
Surprisingly, there were many monkeys and charmelons, that really freak me out.
Went home and took a bath. blah blah blah.

Sorry about today. i really did not mean it. i forgotten, its was my fault. Im really sorry. =x

2008-11-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

ACT MORE LIKE A BITCH? JOLLY WELL FK OFF FROM MY LIFE. PCB. YOU MADE ME HATE YOU BITCH. _l_

2008-11-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning Jos, Jo and Jarr were outside my door. Lol.
Jeydee, Joel and Eugene joined us at Timah.
Yes, its was the 1st time Bfam went for lan together. Lmao.
Sadly, Jack was unable to come. However, there would be a next time.
By then, all the members will be there.
Went our seperate ways. Jey, Joel and Jack went for work.
Whereas Jo went home; and Jos and I went to Jarr's hse.
Watched movie. Lmao.
Anyway, girl, good luck in your campus superstar ah! I know its you. Hehs.
Take care. x3

2008-11-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

To Ah Jose.
Thanks for being there for me all this while.
Without you, i guess I'll die.
You were the only one there for me when i was on the verge of breaking down.
Really appreciate it alot.. Hahs.
Sorry for being so selfish all this while yeah.
Dont worry, i'm trying my best.
I hope we could mantain our friendship yeah...
Faster plan for the chalet! Looking forward to it man! Hahs.

Thanks Bfam for being there for me as well.
Jarrold!- hahah. this guy, soldier front all day long, 24hours. Lol. Without him, my life = no game. which means, without him, results wont drop. Jkjk. lol no offence man. Ha. Jus like the man talks with you. Do well in your sf. hahs, iMemory.

Joel David! - This guy, who always come my house and gay with me. hahs, He likes to sleep on my sofa. I don't know why. Lol. And he coming damn guai lan liao sia. The face!~~ xD Pon school somemore! Bo jio! Ok, likes the men talks with you too yeah. Hahs. Jy in your basketball and hope you can go into NBA one day. (Which is impossible.) =x

JeyDee- Mai emo ler la. Everyday emo emo. If you dont mind, you can always tell me your problems. Keeping everything to yourself wont do you good yeah.. Just hope that you will be cheerfull all the time. (: Do well in your dota and get into WCG. Lol.

Jack- Jack, you too la. Dont worry too much on relationship k? You look really scary when you are angry. Hahs. But your crap really cheers people up alot. But some joke dont get overboard yeah. ( no offence) Hope your result will be better yeah.. Dota and basketball, do your best. NBA too, rmb. (:

Eugene- Sorry bro, Always nvr go soccer, Ps you alone. Everytime keep falling sick sick sick. Cant assure you whether next year can play or not. But i'll try my best. 3 of us, with jarrold, wins the championship together. (: GOod luck with you and xueli yeah. Lol.

Zhengkai- Althought you dont hang out with me that often, but friends is still friends. I know you tried your best to communicate with us. Dont worry, one dAy we will get back together again. (:

Jolene- Okay, this girl dont know how to handle her problems. At first she was trying to comfort me. In the end, i was the one who knock some sense to her. Lmao. There is always alot of solutions. You tends to give up easily. Giving up is just a coward running away from the problems. You should solve it, continue your life with it. Life has up and down. Once the down is solve, it will be up again. Aint it? Ha.. Cheer up yeah. (:

JOSElin- Hello! You you you. Thanks for being there for me yeah. Really appreaciate it. Lol. Im repeating myself. Just hope that you wont ignore me. Lol. You angry that time very the scary sia! Dont scold me please. You make me want to cry. Lmao. No la, just hope that, everything can go well for us ba. Hahas. Takecare (:

2008-11-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

ii am boredzx. Lmaoxz.
Trying tuu twit here. Lolxz.
Tuitioned nn stayed at home ferzx de whole dayz.
Got no lifexz manxz! Everyday at home com com com.
Tmr gonna bridging again. How boring narhs.
1 more week of bridging! Must perservere!
Jiayouz in Study and Com gamez. Lmaoxz.
Rofl.

2008-10-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

Yes i had nvr love you at all all along.
I was just playing with your feelings all along.
Are you happy? You won. All my crying for you were fake.
My efforts were gone. Its stupid for me to try so hard k?
Yes i didnt try to save the relationship.
All along its my fault, I wanted to break up with you since long.
IM JUST A FUCKING BASTARD WHO PLAYED YOUR FEELINGS.
FUCKING IGNORE ME FROM NOW ON.
DONT GET YOURSELF HURT BECAUSE OF ME.

Everything is gone. /span>

2008-10-29T14:32:00.000+08:00

Goodbye my love, finally the day had arrived.
You are gone, forever, from my life.
I'm all left alone in the night, I was scared.
Thank you for the relationship, thank you for being there for me when i was down.
Love does hurts alot. Really alot.
I thought that you'll be waiting for me once again.
But your actions makes me hate you and love you at the same time.
I'm hurt, badly.
Maybe you thinks that it doesn't mean a thing to you.
But every little things you do affects my life greatly.
I just could not take it that my life does not include you anymore.
Forget it, I dont know what to say anymore. Nobody could understand me. Bye.

2008-10-17T21:34:00.001+08:00

Finally you're on9. Waited for you for 2hrs. ):
Life without you is boring...
No night chats with you, I can't get to sleep.
Absent from school today. Was suppose to have PTM today, skipped.
Coincidence, Jarrold Jeydee and Joel didnt go school as well.
Ha. But spent my whole day sleeping.
Was super tired. LOL.
Gonna play bball tmr.

i miss you, again. 5more days.

2008-10-16T20:53:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning yang is gone. Yes, she had went to genting. ):
7Days! OMFG. SO ****ING LONG!!
Today is the 1st day only. And I'm like, feeling alone?
I'm alone for one week! What can i do? Hais.

School is boring today. All the surveys blah blah blah.
Tmr gonna be concert. Such a waste. Yang was suppose to be the MC.
But she is not around. I bet she gonna make a fool of herself. HAHA.

Hais. Waiting for you to come back okay. Dont anyhow spend money hor.
Do take good care of yourself..

Right here waiting for you. 6days. Missing you. ):

2008-10-10T21:33:00.001+08:00

Early in the morning wake up, went to Sayang house.
Cabed to SGH, Nyai went for check-up.
The food there totally sucks man. Tasteless and expensive.
Cabed to Lot1 again. Watched movie House Bunny.
Was quite surprise mama and nyai allow us to go watch. Ha!
Went straight to her house straight after having ljs.
Played with kiki. ;D Its cute okay. And shitted onto my hand twice! Argh!
Naughty naughty.
Continue watching Sayang past. Ha. Cute. :D
Thanks yang for today. I really enjoyed myself with you.
Few more days before you leave.
Hope we wont quarrel much ba.
Thanks you.

2008-10-09T02:53:00.000+08:00

EOY is finally over. :D
Firstly happy birthday to Farah and Manting (:
Day out with Sayang, went to JEC.
Watched the movie Painted skin.
More of touching story. But Yang lied to me. She said it was horror. =.=
Took neoprint, twice. xD Sayang is rich man! She got loads of money!
ChingChing!*
Shouldnt have ate kfc today.
Now my cough is getting worser. And it is much more worser than before.
And i can hardly catch my breath D:
I feel so ill...
I can't take it anymore..
Blah Blah..

Thank you for today.. I enjoyed myself alot. But still, what i wanted to say was, dont doubt my love for you can?
If there is no trust in a relationship, its meaningless being together.
All i hope now is we would last really really long, we stop quarrelling that often.
You don't hang out with other guys. And lastly, not being cold to me.
I will be more than contented.
That feeling sucks, alot. D:

2008-10-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

Exams sucks la. Gonna fail all my subject man..
What if i take over chia chun place? I'm dead..
But i bet that bitch gonna be last. hahahaha.
Die ler. Tmr exams yet I'm here not studying,instead using com. D:
Yang mama gave me green packet today. haha. So cool.
Tmr gonna wake up at 5!! All because of someone.
You better be honoured okay! If not i kill you ah.> Haha.

2008-09-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

Someone dont believe me i'm going to update my blog.
So im here updating. So does this prove to you?
Believe me next time. Yes its you. Don't need ask me who.
Well, today did nothing other than using com. Went for tuition..
Thats all.. Hais, next week exams. Die ler.. D:
Gonna taste Sayang's cooking. Hehe. I wan alot alot!

2008-09-19T19:43:00.000+08:00

Finally an outing with Sayang.
Exams round the corner, today is the last outing we had before it started.
Went to JE straight after. Had kfc first, and intended to go for ice-skate.
But yang need to reach home early, thus went for neo print and movie.(Mamamia)
Lol, crap movie show. Haha. But still, the outing was a enjoyable one. (:
Next up will be going out with yang and her brother. Haha.
I dont want exams! MUG MUG MUG! ARGH!

2008-09-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home for the whole day.
Hmms, quarrelled with Sayang on the phone. I guess i said something wrong.
Sorry about it yeah. I didn't mean it.
Just hope that we wont quarrel this often barh, and over all the stupid stuff.
Sayang had reuion dinner with her family. And i had my dinner infront of my com by myself.
yes im jealous ): Hais. She said i could join her family. But must wait till married.
ARGH! It's like 10+years later? Hope so this day willl come. Ha!
On the phone with her now, and she's not talking. Probably fallen asleep ler ba. hah!
k, its late ler.. Gonna ask her go sleep now. Bye!

2008-09-13T00:07:00.001+08:00

Day out with sayang!
Went cck for swimming right after school with sayang.
When we reached there, there's not even a single soul there, except for the lifeguard.
There were only 2 of us. Woohoo. :D
Was forced to wear my trunks. Argh. Make me feel so sexy. xD
Soon alot people came. Stay in the same place for like 2hrs and it's sayang fault! NOT MINE!
Ohh! And and and, Sayang don't dare to take the slide. Hahah.
Well, changed and cab-ed to lot1 for dinner.
Sayang was so mean, she wiped the mud on the cab! Lols.
And hor, the taxi-driver is so damn cute! hahah. Its a uncle of 50+ with the mind of 12years old child.
Sent Sayang home and i too headed home.
Decided to play bball with my brother and friends. Hmms hoping that i can do better in bball. :D

Lastly, thank you sayang for the day. Loves.<3

2008-09-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

Sayang didnt go school today. She said she's sick.
But i bet she's lazy! Right?! :D
Was late for school and my hair was caught by Kong.
Damn suay sia..
Keep forgeting Sayang wasn't in school today>
Everytime walked past her class, will always look for her.
So long never see her ler. I want see her tomorrow!
And and remember to bring your straightener! :D

2008-09-08T19:45:00.000+08:00

sayang sayang sayang <3 !
surprise , never expected i posted for you right . lol .
HAPPY FIRST MONTH . i think our first month very slow lor ,
maybe we became close for quite long le .
sorry for the quarrels , like i said i will find a way not to be close to them so much .
all i need is time . sorry , i still havent figure out how to . i really dunno what to say le .

nini .

2008-09-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

Day spent at Sayang house :D
Waited for Sayang outside school for half an hour. But its worth it!
Went to market to had my lunch. Was forced to eat. I wanted to fast de! Ugh!
Then headed to Sayang's house. I scared her father!! Scary mary!! D:
Started off studying, you guys believe? Kienkiat studied!!
Sayang is dumb, she dont know how to do simple maths! But she's cute okay!
I want to go her house again! Its fun! And irwan is so cute! xD
Thank you for the day.

Loves<3

2008-09-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Ugh! Holiday's ending! So fast!
I wanted it to be longer.. Damn, EOY is coming, haven even started my revision.
I want to go sayang house to study tomorrow! D:
I miss her siol. I bet she don't know.

I hate this feeling! _l_

2008-09-01T17:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry for everything.
I don't want to be the cause of it again. I'll feel guilty k?
I tried to give in.
Because i want to be with you, i dont want to quarrel, i want you to be happy with me.
But what i got back was? Cant't you just think for me? I really tried my very best ler.
I said i wanted to go ler. Why can't you jus get over it and look forward tomorrow?
I know, they are just your close friends. Its my fucking nonsense. You dont have to apologise.
You should know me initially. You shouldnt even accept me initially when you know i mind you being with your guys friends.
I just hope you can really feel happy being with me. But sometimes, really feel that I'm useless.
I just have no idea how to make you happy. Maybe only your friends could. Don't have to tell me i do cheer you up. Because i know i dont.
maybe i should say you have made a wrong choice?
I dont know. I really hope we wont quarrel so much in future. We had come so far, I don't want it just to end like this, its not worth it.

2008-08-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

Day out with sayang! (:
Had cross-country n the morning.
Did not bother to get top 50 but manage to complete the race.
After that went to Saynag's house to change then headed to causeway, as usual.
Ate kfc and manage to catch a show. ( The robot show la. dont know call E what de.)
Headed to teck whye to buy dinner then went to sayang house to slack again.
Used com and blah blah blah. (:
And there goes my days.

Sayang we have come so far. i hope we can last really really long. (:

2008-08-29T18:21:00.001+08:00

Hello! Currently at sayang hse. Im forced to post. hurhur. I got nth to say. Bye..

2008-08-25T18:02:00.000+08:00

Out with Sayang. (:
Went to causeway to catch a movie. Meet the dave.
Spent all my money. Hurhur. T.T
Had macs together before movie. Saw Eugene's brother.
Headed to BP's library to borrow books. Not me but her. :D
Walked around and sent her home.
Tmr is Sayang's Bdae!! Yay!! xD
Gonna go out with her again (:

im sorry for your bdae. But i just wanna be selffish and spent your Bdae with me and you only. Sorry to have a let down. Im useless. What a boyfriend i am.

2008-08-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

What a great great day i had.
Didn't went for school today..
Mainly because i'm sick. Woke up as usual.
Thanks to my mum. Said im sick, don't believe.
Early in the morning get fucked.. This already made my mood went down.
Thought sayang could comfort me. Msged her.
In the end, quarrelled. Because of other guys.
Well, im jealous again. Stupid me yeah? So fcuking sensitive.
She's just merely going out with 2 other guys, Whats there to be jealous about?
Well, did cried a little because of the quarrel.
Went for dinner. Get critized by my own mother at public, infront of everyone.
Cried again. This time cried really hard. Immediately ran home.
Called sayang to comfort me. Cheered a little.
Quarrelled with jarrold again. mainly because of me. Being stupid. Venting my anger on him.
Maybe i shouldn't even exist in this world.
Almost drank the whole bottle of cough syrup just to prove to my mum.
In the end, did not.
Isn't this a great day for me?

Fcuked up life. Living without anyone caring for me.

2008-08-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

i posted for sayang .
because he ask me to .
i dont know why but his nails always break .
everytime say idont know how to take care but
he is the one who cannot take care ):
i really got nothing to say lurh !
can we dont quarrel so often ?

2008-08-09T22:33:00.000+08:00

08/08/08 is a special day to me. Hahas.
I'm broke. Wallet is empty, how am i going to survive. ):
My life, up and down. Times where there is happy and sad.
Had a little tiff with sayang today.
Because she don't know how to take care.
Please take care can? I don't want you to get hurt anymore.
Remember to hold on to your promises. I trusted you hor.
Hope we wont quarrel as much.Quarrelling sucks!! Alot alot.
I got nothing to do. Blah blah blah.
Don't say i never update, and my blog is not dead. Im not the murderer.

2008-08-04T23:49:00.001+08:00

Hmms, what should i start of with? I don't know what to say.
But i promised Sayang to update. So shall.
Well today is the 1st day of camp, but i wasn't there.
Couldn't leave my sayang alone.
She don't know how to take care of herself.
She got a broken toes. LOL. Can you please take care and don't make me so worried?
Luckily i never go camp. If not who take care of you huh?!

Although i have gain trust in you, but i'll still get jealous over you and other guys.
I seriously don't know what the hell is wrong with me lur.
I'll try my best to talk to your friends. Maybe that will change my thinking.
Hmms, Sayang today bad girl. Ponned sch. Tmr she's not going too.
And im going to her hse to look at her broken toes. Lol.
Gonna have haircut too..
Looking forward to it. Very long nvr see her ler. Last is saturday..
I want go talk to my sayang ler. Bye.

2008-07-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

Updated. :)

2008-07-26T12:52:00.000+08:00

Guys guys guys.
Fcuking hate all the guys you are with..
Everytime you were with them.
And wow, jealousy indeed suck.
One day, i will just break down.. Guess it will be coming soon barh.
I'm always feeling suckish when i see you with other guys.
But i have to add tough, as if i dont mind.
But in my heart, every little things you did with them hurts me alot.
My heart isn't make of metal. I'm not as tough as i look.
Im weak inside. All this while, i've tried to give in to you.
But someday, I really can't give in anymore. Cause by then, I will be dead.
By all the hurtful things you did..
Well, seeing with with other guys all the time wont build up my trust in you.
Whereas i will just felt more distant away from you.
I dont know, I really don't know what to do anymore.
I can't afford to lose you. You should know.
Everythings i does are because of you.
You wouldn't even know that i did so much things for you, without letting you know.
But its okay. As long as you are happy, Im contended.
All i want is hoping this would stop..
Life sucks, totally...

2008-07-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

I shall update. As i had promised Sayang. hahs.
Hmm, racial harmony day.. Went well.
Borrowed costumes from Sayang..
Blue! Choosen by Sayang. Hahs.
Everyone says i look good with it, but actually it doesn't.
Sayang says im suave, cute and hot. Hahaha.
So fake hor?!
Took pictures with classmates. And of course my Sayang.
Went lot1 with friends after supp.. Ate kfc and headed home straight.
Im still jealous of you and other guys..
Seeing you with them makes my mood go down.
Should i ask that question? I don't know.
Can anyone tell me?

2008-07-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

Well, finally I'm not late for school after getting later comer forms for 1week and 1days.
Manage to meet Sayang in the morning. Went school together.
Went for jogging with eugene and joel around Teck Whye after school.
Should have at least 3.2km barh.
Soccer training is getting tougher.
Got no time to slack. Got to work till hard hard..
Played basketball a while with friends then headed home..

i miss you so..

2008-07-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

hellos ! buttbutt here to help buttbutt post :x

hehes , silly buttbutt house machiam market place , noisy noisy , can hardly hear hims talk because he talk soft soft , mini buttbutt :x hehes , so happy to get back in contact with my darling buttbutt , but he horhs , stick to the computer one norhs , bu li wo at all D: humphs !

i feel kinda silly , self entertaining myself D: machiam idiot , kuku buttbutt dont know doing what -.- sot sot niaos . hehes , buttbutt ahhh ~ dont waste my effort on this blog , please update often !

i love my darling buttbutt kays ? LOVES !

yours truly ,
buttbutt {3

2008-06-28T21:45:00.001+08:00

Post post post~!
Very long never update lerh.
Stayed at home use com for the whole day.
1st week of school isnt that bad.
Just that my fucking short hair Mrkong still wanna catch.
Dun know for fuck sia. All teachers are picking on me.
Blah Blah Blah... Nothing to do, maybe i should just go and die. Lol.
Blog is dead. Considering to delete it. Should i?
Hais... I miss you!! I want go out with you! Hope you were by my side now =(

2008-06-12T06:47:00.000+08:00

Its 7am now. Still not asleep. Lol
Waiting for outing with class.
Waiting for Jarrold to come my house now..
Nothing to do sia.. Boredom kills!
What can i do in the meantime?
Sleep? Eat? Shit? Bath?
Still got 4 hours to go..
Gonna rot myself ler lar..

I miss you :(

2008-06-06T04:06:00.000+08:00

Thursday.
Its been a long time since i post ler.
Today was suppose to have Maths supplementary in the morning.
But the alarm somehow goes off in the night!
Arrgh! Make me miss the lessons.
Hurhur..

Went to westmall with jielin, jarrold, jeydee and joel.
Caught a movie. ( Indiana Jones)
Consider a great movie..
Went to bk to eat then bus-ed home.

Wenesday.
Had breakfast with Sayang at mac before class starts.
Woke up so early to pei her.. Im so good!
Craped and played.
After that met up with Jarrold and friends.
Headed to school for 3hrs of maths.
Bused to lot1 with jielin, jarrold, edwin and manting.
Manting and Jielin went off first.
Left me watching Jarr and Edwin eating.
Headed home straight after it.

2008-05-26T14:48:00.000+08:00

List down 20 people's name you can think of right now.
Don't read the questions till you named the 20 names.
At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this .
1 . Cheryl Ong.
2 . Jarrold.
3 . Nini
4 . Jeydee
5 . Jack
6 . Valerie Teo
7 . Joel David
8 . Eugene Koh
9 . Zhengkai
10 . Joselin
11 . Jolene
12 . Jielin
13 . Manting
14 . Cheryl Chew
15 . Shuyi
16 . Jiaxian
17 . Sarah
18 . Sihao
19 . Edwin
20 . Lengwei
How did you meet 14 ? Fishball! Erm, 3/5 this year?
What will you do if you dont meet 1 ? I will die! She's my butty! =D
What if 9 & 20 dated ? Nonono! Zhengkai is holy!~
Will 6 & 17 date ? I don't think they know each other? lol.
Describe 3 . Nini! She's my sayang! Cute and adorable. Don't say no..
Is 8 attractive ? Puay kiat ah. Erm, quite? when he's on sports.
Describe 7 . Joel ah.. Caring and his eyes can shock any chao bo. Including seebawan!
Know any of 12's family's members ? Jielin, Saw her dad every morning sending her to school.
What will you do if 18 broke up ? Lols. Sihao is single.. He won't be upset even when break up.
What language does 15 speak ? English and chinese? Duh.
Who is 9 going out with ? Zhengkai ah.. Maybe alexis? lols.
How old is 16 ? Jiaxian, 15+
When was the last time you spoke to 13 ? Manting, friday nohs!
Who is 2 fave singer/band ? Erm, alot? D. cook? lols.
Will you ever like 4 ? Aww, i love jeydee. And im missing him now! xD
Will you ever date 1 ? Hmms, might consider! But butty won't want to! :(
Is 19 single ? Edwin, ya..
What's 10s last name ? Joselin. Ng? lol.
Will you ever be in a relationship with 11 ? Jolene? yeah... I'm her boyfee xD
Whats the school of 3? Nini, cck!
Where do 6 live? Valerie, bukit batok! i wish i could go.
Favourite things about 5. Jack ah.. Flirt? lols, no offence. Playing cabel and dota.
Ok, now sabotage 5people to do this survey.
1: Jarrold!
2: Nini!
3: Jielin!
4: Valerie Teo!
5: Shuyi!

2008-05-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

Woo great.. Got back my results..
Guess what? I failed 5 subjects.
English, Amaths, Chinese, Chemistry and Geography..
Nice yea? Well fucked up life..

_l_

2008-05-16T18:53:00.000+08:00

Pls don't do this to me. I can't take this kind of things.
I'm really sick and tired of everything. I might just blow up anytime.
Why must you choose to do it infront of me? Did you do it deliberately?
Is this a signal to me that any guy can just replace me in your heart?
I've been trying to save this friendship.
I've been trying really very hard for the past few months.
But you seems not to be caring.
I'm just being stupid. I was just thinking too much.
I should have known it earlier.
I spent so much time and efforts on it. This is what i get.
You said every friday is our day, but you seems busy with your friends every friday..
I cried for you do you know? I don't think you would even care.
All i have now is friends. I just don't know why i cannot let you off.
I just love you too much. I can't forget the time we used to be together.
Blamed it on myself, of being stupid. Thinking that will still be hope in this friendship.
Thought we can at least still be friends.
Guess whats left is jus beautiful memories.
Everything is gone. Our love, relationship, friendship.
Don't worry. Carry on with your own life. I won't interfere it.
I will forget you. Someday, somehow.
I have given up on this friendship. We are just stranger from now on..
Let us just say goodbye to each other.

How i wish you could be mine again.
Giri, just want to tell you that, i still love you.
I'm heart-borken <3

2008-05-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

DISAPPOINTMENT! DISAPPONTMENT! DISAPPOINTMENT!
Hais. My results for this term is jus sucky lar.
Out of 4 subjects, failed 2 ler. :(
Amaths- 33/80
Emaths- 71/100
History-25/41
Geography- 15/50
What makes me most fed up is that fucking ruhaizar.
Got the same answer totally as my friend.
Yet he gets full marks. But me? A BIG FAT ZERO!!! Totally disgusted by her..
What to do? How could be a teacher. Hates her lessons..
This school is fucking idiotic.
It's not the same as the 1st time i stepped in here.
Regretted coming to CCKS.
Im gonna drop core geography.. Teached us, half the class failed.
Sigh... Used to get high marks for geography and maths.
I did work hard for MYE.
I studied till 2-3plus night everyday, every subjects...
I don't know what hell is wrong with me..
I just couldn't figure out.
Can anyone tell me?
I have no confidence in myself anymore.
Though MYE is over, i ain't any happy.. Not a single shit.
Well, pon-ed school today.. Don't felt like going.
Stayed at home sleep lor. No mood to do anything else.
Bye.

2008-05-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

Currently in com lab...
Bored bored bored! Gosh. Boredom kills man!
Ms ng said that half the class failed Amaths paper!
Die ler lar. Hope that i wont fail.. best wishes to myself..
Aiya, lazy to post leh... But promised someone to post more frequently de.
So ya lor.. Zzz.
But short post like this does counts hor? Lol.
Finally 1 more paper to go ler. Which is chemistry.
Bloody 3long weeks gonna get over soon.
Its like so stupid lar. Why must the mye drag till so long?
Don't know what the hell is the school doing lor..
Its time to slack after tomorrow, after weeks and weeks of mugging till 2plus everyday..
Getting not enough sleep everyday.. having too much stress too..
Well, all this will be gone tomorrow! :D
Ending here.. BByes!

Kienkiat- doubting..

2008-05-04T23:49:00.000+08:00

I can't believe i started when i see our photos we took and the days we were out..Hais.
I can only blame myself for letting you go..
Im jus stupid.. Guilty! Ahhh!!~

Kienkiat- Misses of you.. (dumbdumb)

how i wish i could have you now... <3

2008-05-04T16:05:00.000+08:00

Suddenly miss the time we had tgt..
Its my fault to let you go..
Im so silly.. Hais..
Just wanted to apologise..
Hope you can get better in your life barh.
Im sorry.

2008-05-04T00:11:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. guess this song best describe my feelings barhs/

2008-05-04T00:07:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine

Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

2008-05-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

Hais. This few days getting stressed up due to the exams.
Don't know why too.
Guess I need to see a doctor again.
Ran out of medicine.
Been since a long time since i took my medicine.
So people, you all will be seeing me sian sian in school.
Past few days have been going home straight after school, which is so not usual of me.
Don't know why don't feel like going anywhere, just home.
Had mother tongue paper today.
Kind of can't finish by a bit. Sian diao.
Amaths paper gonna come soon.
Hurhur. Gonna fail badly.
Hope that i can pass.
How i wish that the exams weeks can past rapidly.

Gonna change my life.
No vulgarities from me anymore.
Will try to control. Be guai boy boy. Better temper.
Tried to study hard.
But whenever i started doing, i will eventually stop after like 15minutes?
Getting quite fed up over studies easily.
Just be a small small guy, tired of getting attention from everyone.
Will be called a flirt at the end instead. Hais. Sadded.

Kienkiat--- Very Stress!

life's so unfair.. Arrgh!!!

2008-04-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

Awww!!! Thanks butty for helping me post... Im so touched... Hmms.. Really surprised me when you posted for me without i asking you to.... Usually you will only post for me when i asked you to... K lar. I promise to post more whenever i can, okay? Lol..
Butty must try to cheer up kays, dun get too upset over relationships.. You must always learn to forget... I know its difficult.. But you got to try somehow... If you need me, feel free to contact me.. I'll be there for you 24/7 de! hahas. You know, i would like to see your smile everyday.
Happy, you also need to get on with life, Sad, you also need to get on.. Then why not you happily live on.. People around you will just get worried seeing you emo emo emo! You got lots of ppl caring for you, including your ButtButt.. =D
So, I hope you will learn to let go alright? Smiles.

Loves you always<3
ButtButt for eternity!

2008-04-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

Here to give butty a surprise :x
i eventually posted for hims :x
nice of me right butty ?

Hahas , anyways , butty thanks for being there for me this few days when im uber uber emo D: thanks for your butty love narhs :D i love yous back okays ? hahas , anyways . butty yous promised to update more often if i made yous a pretty little blog D: yous lied ! never even bother to post at all norhs . I want yous to post horhs !

Well , we both said want take hot hot picture together take till now havent take horhs ! sians ~ i miss having butt butt talking to me narhs D: i miss yous badly norhs . last time we uber uber close derhs norhs D: now got other good friend bu yao wo niaos , yous good ! no matter what , yous still my butty :D

i love yous ,
ButtButt Y

2008-04-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

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post! hehe!

2008-04-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

Friends are getting lesser and lesser as day goes by, i guess. Finally i can see that human are just freak.. You used to be thier closest friends, but you can become a stranger to them in just one night? Without any fucking reasons? Ignore me, avoid me. Do whatever you like... Since you dont bother, why should i? Well i'm starting to dislike my life.. Why can't i just have a group of good friends? Im like left with the group of guy friends from Bfam? No more... Sigh..
This kind of life, i cant get on with it... I'm just totally lost...

I' hurted badly

2008-04-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to teck whye market to have lunch with jarrold, jack, joel, sarah, leng wei, yun fang before NAFA. Bought 7balls of tako to eat! Eat till so shiok! HAHAHAHAH.
Then went back to school for nafa.. But i not doing cause not feeling well, so excused..
Waited for Baby till 6plus then sent her home. Since a long time since we went home tgt ler.
BAby, very long never go out ler. Go out soon kays?
Loves<3

-KIENKIAT-

2008-04-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

Sorry nothing to do so try to be lame. hahas.
Went to westmall after school with gangs.
Was quite emo today... Hais.. Don't know why..
Went to lot1 after westmall to make ez-link.. But the freaking counter was not open.. Dulan lor.
Sian.. Another boring day..

2008-04-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

Done by ButtButt! Thanks =D

My bigbig eyes! =x lols.

Cute mar? LOL. pure bhb.

2008-04-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

ButtButt you sick okay ler mar? Must learn to take care of yourself kays? Got drink plenty of water not? Got get enough rest? Got take medicine? And lastly, got miss me mar? Very important de leh! Heheh. Life without you in school very boring leh... Want find you but cant find. Very sad de leh.. So must faster recover okay? See you in school soon! takecare. Loves you lots.. Butty forever<3

2008-04-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

Today was a boring day. Had mother tongue test after recess.. Should fail ler ba.. Sian.
Then went off for soccer match.. Skipped 3periods of geography.. Hahas.
Won our last match this year.. The score was 4-3. =D
Even though we were out of the national, i'll still train hard for next year B' Boys. :)
After school went home direct.. Nobody pei me then went home lor. Hais.. I got no friends ler.. Sian diao lor.
Going off now ler. Bye~

2008-03-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

Well, since you have no more trust in me, whats the point even if we are together? All this while you had been doubting me alot of things.. I had enough of everything ler. Im really very very tired. Everything i do seems to be wrong, seems to be a lie to you... Maybe we shouldn't be together at all. Things are just getting worst each day. You chose to believe others than me.. So be it.. You keep doubting abouting the things i told you.. What about you, din't you lie too? Don't tell me no.. When i asked you again, you still deny.. No point forcing you telling the truth. Suan ler.. From today onwards, im not giving a fucking damm care anymore.. You are free.. You happy? Im sorry if i had hurt you in anyway, but i have to say all this... Please think for me can? Everytime go out with you you always have your friends to accompany. But when i go out with my friends, you were fed up. Cant i even have any time with my friends? What am i going to do if i lose you? I got no more friends anymore.. Whereas for you, you will still be with your friends.. Cause you have my company and thiers when we were out after sch. But im not.. When i go out with you, they say i ps them.. You know its really very sad to hear that? Why cant you just understand? Cant you just think for others and being so selfish? Hais.. 我正的好累好累。我无法在绝续下去了。 :'(

2008-03-25T13:38:00.001+08:00

Currently in com lab working very hard, doing my police report. Nothing to do so decided to post lor. Ms Ng did not come sch today.. SO SHIOK! hahas. Later pc free period. Hais. Later go home and play cs lor. If not nth to do. haha. okay. gtg le. Buaiss..

Kienkiat(:

2008-03-22T01:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Went out with Alfreda, Siew Rong, tall guy, Jack, Jeydee, Jarrold and Joel..
Bused to cini and went to eat at Burger King. Then to Kbox till 7pm.
Cost us $200. like wtf?! So expensive.
Then went headed to FarEastPlaza's subway to have dinner..
Then walked all the way to fort canning to slack.. Haha.
And we were like playing truth or dare in the dark and eerie place. Lol. It was like fun lar.
And joel and jarrold kissed. hahas. Then bused home with 190.
Reach home around 11plus. Had a greatday today. :)
Siewrong cheer up yea? Dont emo emo leh! hahas.
Joel, take care of your things la. Lost so many things in one day...

2008-03-15T20:38:00.001+08:00

Please tell me if you want me to link me! =D

2008-03-15T20:03:00.000+08:00

BUTT BUTT HERE !
Your blog is done :D Hope yous life it worhs :DD Hmmms , i didnt put the blog url yous wanted :x People paisehs marhs ! Anyways , Happy Belated Birthday ! Yous owe me present ! I owe yous yours too ! Hmmms , My post more often okays ? TakeCares :D

With love ,
CHERYL , ButtButt